i miss this

5th year has been strange. Haven't really seen my friends. Feels like everyone is drifting apart. Seeing all these old blog posts makes me kinda sad.

moving on

I've moved to tumblr cos its is way easier to upload pictures there.

Don't really know what I will do with this blog and I don't have the heart to delete this.

Anyways its nadeia.tumblr.com

H&M

How about these Syaz..

(its less than $100)

and just cos its cute & $25

bimbo post

I like:

Coach Patent Leather Sabrina Plum

-not super keen on this colour, yes they have this in a million colours & materials; but its just so pretty :)

Not that it matters, at RM1500 I am 99% sure I will never buy one.

1% is on the off chance that one falls out from the sky

To be even more UNrealistic, I love love:

The Miu Miu Bow Bag

And it costs...*drum roll please*

RM 5600

190% sure I will never own one LOL

#end of bimbotic handbag post#

please blame my mind numbingly boring psychiatry textbook for this post

fasting

Ramadhan is back - time to start fasting & to behave better! less sarcasm and mean comments.

I have just realized that I have NO muslim friends. Okay I'm exaggerating. Well maybe not :(

Usually I buka puasa with Fatin & then we go Tarawih together. The problem is shes in Kudat and I'm in KK. So I'm buka-ing alone. How sad is that!

me again

FOCUS = ZERO

I really do not know what is wrong with me. I can't focus at all. Every time I read a paragraph or 2 slides, my mind wanders. I kind of feel like I don't have control over it. I have to change activities every 10 minutes. I've had this before but not as bad. Must get it together before the posting exams!!

yellow

Monas, Jakarta

I'm in one of those moods. I don't really want to talk to anyone. I want to be left alone. I don't want to think of anything. I just want to focus and finish my work. I want to empty my brain of all these thoughts flying around. I want to ignore people instead of being ignored. I want to go off into my own little world and not deal with the real one.

I'm sure there a quite a few mental illness diagnosis in this paragraph but let's just ignore that okay. Good.