I want to help, but I don't know how.
I know how it felt. Like the world suddenly tipped over and you feel so alone.
You walk around with it playing over and over in your head.
Noone around you knows.
There are times when you just want to scream it out but most of the time the words never come out. You don't want people to look at you that way or burden them with your troubles.
I remember how it felt. It was the loneliest time of my life.
To think that you might be going through the same thing hurts me.
I do not want you to feel the same cycles of pain, then numbness, helplessness and anger.
I don't wish it upon anyone, not even my enemies.
Your mind tries to comprehend it, but its just too much to take.
You have to be strong but you just feel like crying.
Then you feel sad for the person you love.
You wish you can take the burden from them but you can't.
Mostly you just feel trapped by the situation.
I want to say it gets better, but I don't really believe that.
All I can say is, I'm here for whatever you need. Anything. Anytime.
To talk. to not to talk, its up to you.